Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer~~,

Sunday, June 29, 2008

6/29/2008 08:20:00 PM

todae did nth much......tooo emo do do nything....since i not athome decided to blog somewhere else...at home=no comp no psp no xbox......so wtf lor......morning woke p went for breakfast....ate porridge n raw fish...so nice.....den went to my aunt house n blog for ytd's stuff as can be seen in de earlier post... after dat spent 2 hrs chionging Vampire Knight... watched till epi 7.... went home n watched de hk dramas....exciting to me but for others i dunno le lol......chionged 4 chapters..... took me 2hrs40mins.... i chpt 40 mins mah.....surprisingly i didnt sms nyone....not even her...didnt sms her cuz i noe dat she wudnt reply me nymore...not after wad happened......... den came again to my aunt's house....ate tempura prawns...5 nia for dinner.....den now i watching vampire knighs epi 10 i wan chiong till epi 12 le lo...

ok i admit doing "dat" really wasnt a good idea....for some reason.... alot of people found out....made me feel uneased.....ILY _ _ _ _........

no matter wad happens ill be ther for u always......

Labels: you de one n only one in my life

6/29/2008 10:58:00 AM

first things first didnt post last night cuz i reached home as in REACH home at bout 1230am n was like so tired drank a bit too like red wine...it was nice but i was limited lol.... so since i didnt post last night im gona post it here...now i mean morning went for band as usual morning 730.... i was not late...... den had to check de section onli me and de two sec 1 de rest all disappear..... dunno wher dey r lol....cold sweat i damn scared my toccata.. heng amirul came jus wen we were going to set up instrument....lol charlotte came later n hui jia last....found out sumtin... monica quit band like wth y she quit...lol... lunch time came had dis bastard ther like wtf..... i swear his gona regret it lar... took my space dat idiot den giv attitude....so i alone...den de sec ones clarinetists n ferline dey all saw me alone eating n ask me y i alone(THIS IS NOT CALLED FLIRT) u say filrt den go chec dictionary den talk.... den dey ask me to squeeze like lol how can de table like full le dey all oredi squeezing ther den dey still wan me squeeze moreover im like " ".....well wadeva....so went back n had sectionals wif peck joon at 330.... b4 dat we slacked n talked.... den amirul wan to watch de soccer match at de sch field lol.....
to Charlotte Wong(not Charlotte Pun for goodness sake) :watch and learn HAHA:)
so fall in at 5+ den we went off .... i went home myself cuz my mum was doing something ElSE n had no time to fetch me like lol..... at home... i on de computer n went to shower...paiseh forgot to say....i saw peck joon at de bus stop like lol...... came out went to de comp n went blogsurfing......tagged people... waited n waited finally my mum came back...so left for de celeb.......dats de end for last night....

personal stuff......u gave me hope i tot u werent gona igonore me nymore.....but suddenly u stopped....even though it was suppose to b a happy day....i was unhappy ok kept thinking of u......

Labels: someone kill me pls

Friday, June 27, 2008

6/27/2008 07:48:00 PM

first of all i wan so say some things to u.....u noe hu u r i dun wana say names k.......sori if i hv been such a perv to u k im jus concerned bout u noe dat k....dun ignore me pls can continue doing dat n soon i will be going out of my mind . if u wan to be such close frens with him or mayb closer go ahead... but dun regret ur choice ....i noe dat u r sad, im too...everyday i hv my good fren jefferson shouting ur name n i hv people coming to me saying u like her arh?.........den i hv people like kiwi n jeff tripping me all de time in sch.....other den dat i hv people like yasser , iskandar , jonathan Lim, n others going around insulting me all the time i hate it ok i can juz blow my top anytime i jus cant take it anymore..... i hv been suffering dis kind of things since p3 im sec 2....5 yrs is a long time...... all i wanted was jus to get along with my frens dats all.....i hav lots of problems racing through my mind as i write dis post....its stressful n i dun wan to think bout anything rite now......i can jus go up a hdb flat n jump off from de roof ok.....dats it for now

todae went for sectional till 3....den went to cds and had rehearsal with marcus...i hope my toccata is fine NBC is on 12/7 .....2 weeks + its not a long time it will be gone in a blink of an eye...
to jefferson:i dun tink dat wad u did was funny ok if u think its funny.....try asking others to bully u u wudnt like it ok....
to hafiz:dun be sad bout ur harddisc failing its ok dun be sad i love u bro
to shuan siak:dun go around n spread other people secrets its not funny ok....to u it may seem fun...but i can tell u dis it can spoil peoples frenship and relationship......

i cant post bcuz im restricted from using the comp at home dats y now im posting at my aunts house.....

tmr ther will b band again n i hope mr tan will not get angry...i really hope my toccata is fine....if i play a wrong note or rythm during de competition..... i hope everything will be fine for this competition... OPWO rocks ok i dun wan to do anything dat will bring de band down.....

i dun wan to post anymore its alot oredi n i dun hv de mood to post i onli posted becuz i didnt wan my blog to go dead bcuz it jus started not long ago jus a day b4 my first post.......

Labels: im sori bout wad happened i didnt mean it

Thursday, June 26, 2008

6/26/2008 07:16:00 PM

Finally Posting on this blog and seriously y am i so stubborn?like omt i cant do a shit bout it
nvm i cant post le