Thursday, July 31, 2008
7/31/2008 09:27:00 PMsince i hav de time y not....ok so now posting since i cud post lars........2dae nth much happened cept dat morning pe period had health checkup......ok was fine till de nurse ask me take off my pe shirt i was like WAD THE HELL!....den cant do nything cuz nurse wad.....sch will kill me if i dun lor....so no choice take off lor....budden girls oso hav to take off their cloths LOL....NOT KIDDING im serious LOL.....ok den after dat went for recess....GOT SABOTAGED by dat guy in my hates......ok den jefferson ask me to follow him go find mr chua but was nowhere to be found in de end went back to class for maths period......den after was english period....had class photo taking...was still ok lars......den had art...ms toh leaving le SAD LARS......ok nvm dat we got dis new teacher coming to teach us she came in 2dae too......Gratz to Derrick for getting highest in art in de whole level.....Derrick Chua not Derrick Wong.......ok den after class had dis "photo taking session" LOLS.......ok nvm dat so now i hav time to post lors.....OK gtg le if not will kena scolded le.....BYESSS
7/31/2008 04:16:00 PM
Labels: gratz to all of u
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
7/29/2008 07:10:00 PMOKKKK!! so i edit de survey thingy n done 2dae didnt go sch cuz i suddenly kena fever den now ok le got an mc too from a doctor I NV BUY MC lol......doctor giv one......so went for tuition jus now den now at home at fish porridge dat my mum made hadnt eat her fish porridge in like more den 6 yrs oredi so nice......ok nth else happened 2dae so im gona end my post here byesss
Monday, July 28, 2008
7/28/2008 08:34:00 PMName 20 people you can think of right now.Dont read the questions till you named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 10 people to do it.
1.Lynn
2.Jefferson
3.Hafiz
4. Kent
5. Amirul
6. Nadia
7. Yingjie
8. Bird
9. Syaza
10.KimYong
11.Micheal
12. Rasul
13. Derrick Chua
14. Juthaporn
15. Douglas
16. Jasmine
17. Fayyad
18.Yazid
19.June
20.Justin
How did you meet 14?
Thru my OPSS life..
What would you do if you never met 1?
Erm bang de wall
What if, 9 & 20 dated?
NONONO!! they dunno each other
Will 6 & 7 date?
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!!!!never lol they aint lesbian
Describe 3?
Brother!
Is 8 attractive?
bird ehx..? must ask amirul..hahas
Describe 7?
YingJie?....Zwinds Trombonist
Know any of 12's family members?
Nope
What will you do if 18 broke up?
he doesnt hv a gf
What language does 15 speaks?
LOLS~! english and chinese lor
Who is 9 going out with?Dunno
How old is 16?13+ going 14
When was the last time you spoke to 13?
This afternoon
Who is no.2 Fave band/singer?jefferson?OPWO
Will you ever like 4?
no i aint homo
Will you ever date 1?
YES! but she doesnt like me.....
what's 10 surname?
Teo
Would you ever be in relationship with 11?
pls im not a transexual homo or nything gay u can think of
What is the school of 3?
wich sch?SS?OPSS now currently is Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Where does 6 lives?
Dunno
Favourite thing bout 5?Drawing mayb or playing his trombone
Now sabotage 10 people to do this survey!
Jefferson,Hafiz,Derrick,Douglas,Lynn,Nadia,June,Justin,Sijia,Safirah
7/28/2008 07:19:00 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
7/27/2008 01:26:00 PMSIBF Results
Division I
1
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band-Bronze
77.71
2
Raffles Girls' School Symphonic Band-Silver
82.00
3
NIE Youth Symphonic Band-Bronze
74.14
4
Raffles Institution Military Band-Silver
82.00
5
Philharmonic Youth Winds-Gold
93.43
6
Republic Polytechnic Wind Symphony-Silver
83.14
7
Tampines Wind Ensemble-Bronze
74.43
8
Sembawang Symphonic Winds-Bronze
78.71
9
Orchid Park Wind Orchestra-Silver
80.57
NBC Results
1st Division
1
Orchid Park Secondary School-Silver
78,83
2
Temasek Polytechnic -Gold
83.50
3
Millenia Institute-Silver
77.33
4
Tanjong Katong Girls' School-Gold
83.33
5
Chung Cheng High (Main) School-Silver
79.17
n dats bout it for de results
Saturday, July 26, 2008
7/26/2008 08:23:00 PM
The Strings Ensemble
The Percussion Ensemble
The Woodwind Ensemble
The Brass Ensemble(Look For me....lol....lame)so 2dae went for band it was half day 2dae cuz had dis overseas conductor hu came to teach conduct help us or wadeva it may be....it was fun....she lauged....she smiled....everything was ok till she started to emo............ i saw so sad den i like wan to go over ask y she so sad but its like in de middle of de session wif mr johnson and dat it wud make things like so much worse....i really wanted to help her but seriously i cudnt help in any way de worse thing is dat she starts ignoring me or cry.....i dunno nything bad like dat to happen.....n cuz of ** my onli form of communication wif her is like totally gone....as in really gone for now....its been like 5 days onli but its seems like forever.....yes im not kidding so u no need to ask me......i wan to jump arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............freaking stress...............................freaking pissedddddddddddddddd...............................................................................................n nth seems to work out for me............isiit jus my misfortune or does people delibrately wan to do it.....i seriously hate it to de core.......its not in de lest funny at all........bck to band.....ok so i did ok 2dae....for blue sky since we r not plaing it nymore.......ok so thers gona be a performance involving jus de sec 2 and sec 3......n in september it will be jus a sec 1 and sec 2 combined performance....sec 2s hv to lead....bout time i started to do things dat will help n not irritate......i wonder wad song we are gona play.....mr tan says de songs are like last yrs alla marziale songs... grade 3-5 round ther?....ya lucky sec 3s can help....if not i seriously will not noe how to teach de section wif huijia....mayb i better let her take safirah n i take wei chuen cuz safirah drives me to my nerves....well sometimes she does.......ok settled......so 2dae i went to play lan at de lan shop wif kimyong and shihui........my motive......first priority to drown all de freaking sorrows i hav.....2)shihui nids help......3)Our class nids a mage.....4)john wans me to continue cabal........ok so im starting to find cabal lame.....for some reason i think its cuz during de holidays b4 aus trip i hv been chionging too much of cabal n bcame sian of it.........n 2mr my mums coming back so i wun be posting for a while again and yes im restricted from de comp.....n i will nv forgive dat person...y does he hav to interfere wif wadeva i do....its like pls lar its not ur problem y do u nid to care........n somemore pls u noe dat he doesnt like people to copy him yet u tell me dat we nid blader......u r a totally changed person.....i do not noe u nymore......ur attitude totally changed since u started wif *her*......u gav all sorts of attitude....u scold for no apparant reason and u totally dun giv a damn to others feelings.....u follow people n bully cuz u too hum to bully on ur own....y scared kena beating arh?....to _ _ _ _....i told u dun stay too close to him....u dun wana listen....after wad he did to u u still dun care?.....hes an addict u noe...drinking cough medicine wif coke.....dis is not a funny matter and so i nv lied in any single one of my words here....if nyone tells u dat im lying tell me i will explain it to u personally....if u still dun believe den not my problem oredi......cuz u choose not to believe me n trust dat he will not do such a thing but im telling u its true...... i dun wan u to get hurt nymore.....i dun wana see u cry nymore......
Labels: freaking sad/pissed
Friday, July 25, 2008
7/25/2008 08:29:00 PMytd was de big day.....aka SIBF day...went to sch had 1 period of lesson....was pe....like dat might as well dun go for lesson.....played badminton wif my hand pain....dun giv a damn my hand pain oso no one will noe...im jus an invisible guy in others eyes...nth more den trash.....den went for band at 10.....but bcuz i nv ask permission i went down on pumping position for like how long?dunno didnt count.....den had sectional.....cuz i ate le....den had rehearsal wif mr tan till 12 n had lunch till 1.....changed into half uni....did de whole performance once......changed into full uni.....den fall in after packing and went off like lol sch ended oredi.....den i wana slap dat fcking 1b2 girl....our uniform very nice to laugh at isit....we play musical instruments very funny isit....at lest we hav one more skill den u....de art of playing a musical instrument.....so short still wan to compare.....i taller den u......even though im de shortest guy in band.....performed at 3+4+ den went bck to sch took some pictures.....den kept de instruments but my instruments showered....in de rain so cleaned it dry den went to take formal photos for de canteen board ther.... den went off we were going bck to hear de results...den wen we were on de bus found out we had to reach by 830......ate at NP food court den took de bus....took two wrong bus.....finally reach trcc den we go in found dat we cannot enter till de comp finishes at 10....went in at 10 den waited n waited....she was freaking cold but yet i cudnt do nything again.....4 occurences proves dat im useless....she cried in de morning too......i seriously cant take dis nymore...i really wan to go up to de roof n jump now.....wen de results were announced...i was freaking dissapointed we got a silver....80.37%....if i did better we cud hav been de top 3 band in division 1.....its all my fault....reached my godbro house at round 11+......den showered and sleeped at 12....
2dae jefferson didnt come to sch i wonder y.....den after dat stayed back for fun.....found dat i didnt bring my wallet wif me......den i borrowed 2 dollars from my frens.....went to mrt station de ride cost 2.10 wth 10cent diff but no choice so i called my uncle to pick me up....den went to collect my lugguage n went to my aunt house.....den now blog....freaking sad me wans to end my painful lyfe as soon as possible...i cant bear it nymore its too much for me 2 handle im not an adult im only 14 n all de problems dat i face covers more den wad my parents face.......wth some1 kill me i dun wana live nymore
Labels: iloveyou im sorry im useless
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
7/23/2008 09:43:00 PMfreaking moody now ok.............2dae as usual went for sch time den band.......7+den finish.......john was scolded.... n she cried..............since yijun dey all ther it was best dat i left her alone....i did but felt so freaking helpless useless.......i oso wanted to cry(guys do cry at times)......now feeling freaking helpless.......if i had 3 wishes this wud b it.....1)to be wif her 2)play my trombone better 3)to love her forever.................so found out sumtin 2dae.....sec 1 are going to join wif de sec 2's for a concert dat is gona be held in september.....i wonder wich dat....hope its not on my b-dae.....some1....nyone.....kill me im nth more den a dog to some of u........now im blogging wif a burdened heart n hav nth else to be happy bout.....she seems angry cuz of me.....i wonder whether anot she is....i hope she is not.....nth else to blog
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIJIA........
Labels: iloveyou im sorry im useless
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
7/22/2008 09:28:00 PM
bck to post ok so im gona kop some pics^^....was ytd's pictures ytd had no time now now i post it
minqi and me...lol i look toot wadeva larss.....>^^
Okkkkk...so 2dae went for sch den band after sch cuz SIBF is on thurs 2 DAYS LTR ONLY so short.....thurs sure happy cuz 10 oclock muz can leave class le so thurs on pe 1 period^^.......
den spent $13 on a taxi fare for nth cuz i tot my band t at home......nyway i oso hav to take my maths book n dnt oso lar.........ps 4get to say 2dae mr kt lim freaking annoying.....de drawing so big oredi how big u wan?A3 size big enough?......or u wan cardboard size big?
so 2dae she nv reply my sms for dunno wad reason?....lol....den in sch i see her like so angry/sad....den i felt so helpless cudnt even help her.....isit jus bcuz i didnt hav de guts or was it dat i didnt wan to annoy her.....im useless....cudnt even help her...dun even noe if im de one causing her stress.....kill me......i dun wana be so useless...no one is indispensable in dis world....de band wun go down becuz of me......im jus a useless 13+ yr old guy hu is jus irritating to others.....
_ _ _ _...im sorry...even in aus i made her cry unintentionally....im so useless
Labels: im so useless im sorry
Monday, July 21, 2008
7/21/2008 08:51:00 PMfound this on some1's blog so decided to do it cuz i sian and tired
Have you ever called a person useless?
No,cause i am.
What object in your room is really important to you?
MY HANDPHONE
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
okok
Would you kiss an ugly person for $1,000?
NV
Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
Yeah.
When is the last time you talked to an ex?
i dun hav a gf
What was the 10th text in your inbox say?
huh wad u mean?
Where is the last place you went to go eat?
home
Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
no didnt go out except sch
Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
refer tode ex question above
If you had to sleep with one of your teachers from high school, who would it be?
lol no one if possible?
Do you sing in the shower?
nope....
Where is the last place you went shopping?
J8
Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
NO^^
What kind of car does your sibling drive?
no siblings cept for step if u mean
What kind of car do you drive?
I cant drive underage....
Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
no cuz i hav some1 i like
How old will you be in 8 months?
14.
Do you prefer a call or a text?
texts
Did you enjoy your last kiss?
from my mum?lol idk
Have you ever been on television?
no
How many cities/towns have you lived in?
1?
Do your parents drink coffee every morning?
father does mum doesnt
Do you think you'd be good enough to commit a crime and get away with it?
No
Are you wearing any jewelry?
none
Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
singapore river counted?
Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yeah......her
Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
nv
Does a kiss make you feel better?
depends
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
not once
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
When i get in.
What did you do today?
Study,band
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
yes
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
NO.pls refer to de question above
Have you ever thought about your death?
Yeah.was not nice
Ever been in love?
YES....her
Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
permanent
What is your favorite sport?
BB?
What color is your shower curtain?
Dun have
Have you ever had a fist-fight ?
No.
Did you believe in love at first sight?
yea?
Do you know how to use chop sticks?
yea like stupid question much?
Lyrics stuck in your head?
yea
Do you like red or black?
Both are liked
What are you doing tomorrow?
School/band.
Who was the last person you can't get your eyes off ?
her definitely
Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
no chance
Have you ever run over an animal?
Insect,yes. Animal,no.
What is your favorite cereal?
no particular fav but if u insist come ask me
Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
nooooo....i hate peanut butter
What are you doing right at this moment?
Chatting on msn and blogging
Choose 5 people to do this quiz:
1)Hafiz
2)Lynn
3)Nadia
4)Kent
5)June
Sunday, July 20, 2008
7/20/2008 09:13:00 PMso freaking sad luhs
she wan to commit dat day....
y lehs?
cuz of some1
.....
now dunno wad to do or say
nth to blog...tell me wad to blog luhs
i seriously aint got nything to blog on
ok so admit i cried after nbc after de results
in the bus
and im still freaking stress,sad,unhappy anything unhappy u can think of
so i beg u guys some1 jus kill me
i seriously hv to chiong wind blew....
i nida take a breath almost every 1 n a half bars
during de last part bar 268 band members will noe wad i mean
ok dat part de triplets are freaking constant for me to no wher to breath but lucky bass line playing same thing so i can breath if not i wonder how to last dat many bars without breathing
wadeva lar.....i oso hav blue sky to worry bout...
n now a sore throat had to happen
dis is freaking bad SIBF is dis thurs n i hope i recover by den if not
how am i suppose to play my trombone...
now throat veri de pain lar....
cant really talk but lest i dun hav broken fingers if not cant sms,blog,msn
omg if dat happens i dunno wad to do
n i oso hav a fever dat came in a package
y muz giv me a family pack of illnesses
ok so tmr i wearing traditional clothes...................
dun xiang wai.....
its jus traditional opss uniform larssss......
so now waiting n waiting for some1 to reply
no shud say some2 to reply........wadeva ending here for 2dae
Labels: i love you
Saturday, July 19, 2008
7/19/2008 10:11:00 PMso now freakin sad ;uhs dun ask me y.......i dun wana say nything lor...................cuz its gona remind me of it n now oredi like wth lar...dun ever mention a word of it to me ok...........................2dae band was ok had rehearsal in de morning as usual..........den went for lunch....came bck den went for sectionals.....230 went to find rasul to hav an ensemble rehearsal...ok den packed up but woodwinds havent finish so we wait den raining.....lucky gary's father sent me home THKS.......lol....hav been blogsurfing since 8+ den now 10+ le i think nid to sleep le but den i wan to wait for her to sleep first......bu an xin lor.........nth else le......so jefferson didnt come for band in de morning but came after lunch time so verry de funny lohs......
if u(u noe hu u r) r reading dis post n is sleepy.........gdnite sweetdreams<3
iloveu
Labels: iloveu
Thursday, July 17, 2008
7/17/2008 10:32:00 PMso 2dae cuz of tuition didnt go for de history proj meeting....i cudent send de file cuz it was too big...ok so i had a quarral wif jefferson.....he doesnt trust me wadeva lar...i nid to go soon....
so jus posting a short one for the blog to not go dead
Labels: iloveyou
7/17/2008 05:08:00 PM
2) If you can have 3 dreams, what would they be?her, grow taller,and excel.
3) Do you believe in God?i think so
.4) What would you do with a billion dollars?donate,share and treat my frens:)
5) Do you like this quiz?definately not
6) Which is more blessed? Being loved or loving someone?being loved
7) Can you whistle?yes...
8) Is there anything that made you extremely happy?err....her?
9) Do you believe in ghosts?i think so...
10) If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?emo de whole day
11) How do you see yourself in 10 years' time?dunno cant see the future
12) Who are currently the most important people to you?mum dad OPWO and her
13) What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?Kind
14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?married and rich. XD
15) What's the first thing you do when you wake up?Check the time and see whether i'm late for school. -.-
16) How does your favourite shampoo smell like?Ermm. the shampooy
17) How would you rate the perfection of your life right now?3...im freaking stress
18) What do you want to do right now?Sleep.
19) 10 people you wanna tag:whoever
7/17/2008 04:42:00 PM
1.The person who tagged you is?
Nadia, band fren and schoolmate:)
2.What is your relationship with him/her?
Friends,bandmates,schoolmates
3.Your 5 impressions of him/her?
-kind
-caring
-smart
-good fren
-good flautist
4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
so far nothing....came to the band and sch starting of this yr.....
5.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
lol....i dun like her and i like some1 else lol?
6.If he/she becomes your lover, what does he/she need to improve on?
just said it i dun like her in the first place
7.If he/she becomes your enermy,you will?
Ask her to be frens again?
8.If he/she becomes your enermy, the will be?
erm...i talk too much n im irritating?
9.What is the thing you want to do most for him/her now?
dunno?lol
10.Your overall impression of him/her?
a good fren
11. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
irritating?
12. The character you love of yourself?
dunno?
13. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself?
irritating,idoitic
14.The most ideal person you want to be is?
dunno
15. For the people who cares & likes you, say something about them.
THANKS SO MUCH!
16Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1)Derrick
2)YueTing
3)Kent
4)Fayyad
5)Minqi
6)Justin
7)June
8)Yi Jun
9)Tanya
10)Hafiz Bro
17. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
dunno?
18. Is number 9 a female or male?
Female
19.If number 7 & 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
erm no....dey dunno each other
20. How about number 5 & 8?
NEVER! both are female
21. What's number 2 studying about?
wad the sec 1s study
22.When was the last time you chatted with number 3?
In sch canteen this morning
23.Is number 4 single?
nonono....he has a gf
24.Say something casual about number 1.
Flautist in OPWO
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
7/16/2008 07:57:00 PMin my aunt's house now so decided to blog...ok so 2dae was quite fun....went to CR2 for eng n after that went CR3 for MT period....morning nth much happened...was released jus wen de bell rang lol....after MT period straightaway went to music room for music lesson n so i enjoyed 4 periods of air con....den assembly 2dae was fun was released 10 mins early YAYS first time ever...den went to play soccer...didnt go for music theory cuz we had SIBF rehearsal....ok so dat was fun spent 2 hrs in cds rehearsing blue sky wif mr choo aka marcus......den went to de hall for wind blew rehearsal wif mr tan....den at 630 we were released....sent my godbro aka matthew home cuz i staying at his house for 8 days.....so my mum is leaving for hk tmr 10 days of freedom...how much nicer cud it get....ok so 2dae was a little sad....cuz ytd she didnt really reply my msges....mayb she busy or somthing else i dunno....den 2dae band i played a wrong note made me feel alot worse......jus ate dinner lor....den at home cannot blog so now blog luhs.....so have to rush de hist project....was given 2 weeks....last week was NBC week so morning woke up freaking early so oso muz rest mah therfore cant do lor....NBC was on sat den we decide say sunday go jefferson house do de...but jefferson mum went to hospital...so change to monday.....on monday ther was band so change to tuesday....on tuesday jefferson kimyong and derrick chua nv come so again delay but wed got band so thurs left but we this fri muz past up so on de eve do...den thurs i got tuition at 5.....den cant go jefferson house so i do my job and make de pp for jefferson they all to edit lors......english project finish oredi den still hav to worry bout hist project.....omg how many more problems cud come my way......ok so now i typing this long post...obviously....ltr go home again hav to finish de pp...den promised matt to download a song for him "Dancing in the velvet moon"....seems to be a japanese anime song...ok so hav to download for him...den tmr my mum leaving for hk n i go to matt house stay....so muz download 2dae if not tmr he will kill me.....JUZ KIDDING!....lol....so wad else can i post.....nth else....oh ya...english project was fun lars.....Limnic Eruptions....last min go edit cuz jefferson nv come 2dae...in de morning....but he came for band 2dae=.=...lets hope i dun make a single mistake for SIBF for wind blew,blue sky and ave verum.......WISH TO GET A GOLD!...or GWH....at lest once dis yr.....
iloveyou.....
don signing off byes
Labels: iloveyou
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
7/15/2008 12:51:00 PMok so0 now in CR4....got de chance to post luhs...ok nth happened ytd onli dat we went to watch de opus vids in AVA room........ok so i went freakishly out of tune in Wind Blew especially during de fanfare part.....wadeva larsss...okok wadeva....teacher allow us to use so i use de chance to post 100% go home cant use le....so last night smsed her lar obviously but she busy lorsss....nvm lar dun care.......okok ending here for ytd...
2dae sad luhss......jeff kimyong and derrick chua nv come so left me n derrick wong larsss.....so i explain to teacher den she say tmr den present lor so i took most of de time to edit de powerpoint lars....ok bb wun hav much tiome to post le cuz 2dae sch end at 1pm....nice lor......haha so im going to go slack ltr hahaha......ok BYE!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
7/13/2008 07:50:00 PMok so some1 kill me....ytd was nbc....we got a silver but i was dissapointed....i made two major mistakes....hafiz cud hear me means de judges cud hear my mistakes....wth kill me......i hope de band didnt lose 2% of de marks becuz of me....but it was most probably cuz of me....i hv to work even harder for de coming SIBF....i hope we can get a gold dis time.....SIBF is in 2 weeks.....i muz work even harder for wind blew....its de onli chance of getting a gold dis yr...n i seriously dun wan de teachers to say band is a waste of time i wan to make dem speechless...so yea...EVERYONE WORK HARD FOR SIBF OK.....especially thos involved in toccata...we hv lesser time to prepare for wind blew cuz of toccata...JIA YOUS
Friday, July 11, 2008
7/11/2008 07:00:00 PMok so to not make my blog dead im gona a short one ....todae went to sch as usual....ok so peck joon came late ok wadeva...on to de next thing.....wth i do eng project slides oredi den jefferson ask me do de hist project one like what the hell.....so after went for slacking den now come home and i post dis lol nth else le
i can onli say a few things.....i admit i sometimes am weird irritating and wadsoever dat u can think of...to all my frens...u onli care about how u guys feel...but u dun even noe how sad it is....u guys wana got to de extreme and find it fun to u but izzit fun for me? u guys wan to be happy....so u mean i dun lar....so pls think of others b4 u do nything.....some of u hv been in my class for more den a yr now yet u still dunnoe my character....especially some1 i dun wana mention...i told u 1001 times but u jus dun care....can u even spare a thought for me...u guys noe i dun people to go to de extreme.....yet u jus dun care n continue......its like mayb u dun like people to touch ur things or wadever but dey still continue.....u ll 100% be fed up....yet u think dat im some1 dat u can do nything on....u guys treat me like ur dog....scolding n bullying wenever u wan....so may i ask WAD IS WRONG WITH U? ok dis few days i hv been freaking pissed and stressed ok.....i dun wana lose my frenship yet u guys wana continue disturbing me as if im ur enemy.....ending my post here
Thursday, July 10, 2008
7/10/2008 05:12:00 PMok so now at home waiting for tuition teacher to come...ok fine wth todae during pe i wan to slap two people....._ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ _ _......freak dem lar hor ok dey nyhow nygow jus pull my pants down...lucky i stop if not sure die de lar.....damn dem lar ok so wadeva la......den ltr in class was very quiet up untill art den i started talking been freaking weird this few days for some apparant reason lar den now cuz i jus finish making the PP presentation i wan to sent to jeff but he not at home so mayb i tmr send lor wad to do ..... my earlier post were emoish i think i dunno some say they were angry lol...den after dat went from bad to ok now back to bad ok fine so i screamed at some people todae those two ^.....sumthin like mood swings i guess they hav been wif me for de past 1 n a half yrs dun tell me u dunno dat i dun like people to play in an extreme manner towards me u guys shud noe ok....i hv been tolerating dis things for far too long...so dun blame me if i jus scream at u for "no reason"...take it as if i lost my mind ok......so todae in class i cudnt concentrate at all totally...was thinking of something n others actually is alot.....but i dun wana say nything lest people get angry or wadsoever...bb i gtg tuition teacher is here
i noe u still like him....u were heart-broken bcuz of him....
Labels: emoish
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
7/09/2008 10:46:00 AMDeh Deh in cr4 now so blogging since the teacher not looking lor ok fine....ok wadeva so now hav to describe some watery cliff thing and sea lor...fine ytd i was emo unstable ok cuz something happened i dun wana say anything bout it k but it was seriously bad....some1 wanted to do something.....silly...... haha ok sibei heng teacher jus watched pass n stop here but she didnt see this lor.... ok so now i continue i stilll in cr4 wadeva lar so now still emo unstable lar ok so 2nite muz talk to " " if not i will lose my mind lor seriously ok...now i slacking lor...
had an uneased time last nite...i think it is becuz of dat i dun noe y but this morning saw her n was relieved...at lest.....but im still emo lar not dat nyone ignore me or nything was something else....stressed out ok .....alot of things went through my mind while i was having rehearsal dis morning lar ok....in was thinking" " lar... ok not saying anymore i hav to stop le bye
dun do it.................
Labels: dun do it.....
Sunday, July 6, 2008
7/06/2008 07:33:00 PMok posting on de request of her.... todae did nth in de morning...afternoon went out for lunch ate curry fish head i was like so hungry i didnt eat dinner last nite n i didnt eat breakfast dis morning...had time but didnt wan to eat...b4 lunch i went swimming...ok dun tag me saying u noe how to swim arh cuz i really am gona kill u for dis cept some people...haha im bias and im lovin it ok so....k wadeva so came bck went to use de comp cud use cuz my mum promised me 2 hrs of comp if i swim...den my tuition suppose to be at 530 in de end 4 o clock he come le...he gave me 4 fun size mars bar...lol so during tuition i was tired so he ask me to eat one choc....so finish tuition le den i came to my aunts house ....my mum cooking tempura for de first time wif de correct ingredients...so smsed her n hafiz....yea fyi she replys my sms now...so jus now she ask me to update so now i update lor(: . now waiting for de tempura n dinner hahaha lol.... nyway summary:did nth much todae den now waiting for dinner....simply put... ok nth else for todae le..
pm:thks to u for sms me dat my mood has changed alot...to jefferson too!...well jefferson counsilled me too lots times including in aus....welll THKS ALOT to u two ok(:
Labels: so happy thks to u two
Saturday, July 5, 2008
7/05/2008 08:39:00 PMoh lol so she didnt hav her phone lol nvm densss(: lol nowadays my moods changed alot thks to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _...(: thks alot to both of u really if not i think i really will jump from de hdb lol haha....hav to do hw maths 5.4 n science wksht on refraction like lol...i dun mind science but maths? omg ms lim gave us like 2 sub chapters of hw for de weekend.i find de one month holiday short but she said LONG weekend to do....todae had band...WAS GLAD dat i cud actually play my toccata parts cept for some...im still rushing my notes arhhh i wan die le but i still muz practice...harder n harder no matter wad happens...so todae during sectional we sent songs here and ther so lol practically onli practiced a little ...welll actually i did follow dem watch de but after dat i tink over my toccata so i practiced a little on toccata...den went for lunch... came back n sectional again dis time mirul n charz watched soccer but b4 dat charlotte slept for half n hour like lol....haha....went back den pack instrument den can leave le so i left wif wei keong .....went through ABC but i didnt buy nything wei kaong bought fnn orange...so continued to de bus stop den came home watched hk drama till somewher jus now den since my mum is out i took de chance to use de com n blogged since i havent blog for quite a while...haha now muz go do hw le bb
To Hafiz:dun be so quiet pls.....its kinda scary
Labels: yea mood change(happy now)
Thursday, July 3, 2008
7/03/2008 05:57:00 PMok wtf i cant use com but now cuz of eng project i finally can use for once....nyway dis few days nth much happened so even if can post i oso lazy to post.....ytd bcuz of NBC rehearsal so thos sec 2 involved nv go for music theory lesson.....includes me, nadia, derrick, zongting, kent, douglas, kim yong, eugene....no other sec 2s de rest were not involved....so wad dey do?....either sectional wind blew over cherry blossom and march"blue sky". oh well.... dis morning had running for like a long time... ran bout 5-6 rounds......i was not feeling well ok...... vomited once when i came jus b4 we fall in.... halfway through de running i vomited once more but i still continue running....cannot be lazy le muz jian fei haha lol.....after sch at de study area play play den suddenly zong ting grab my hand den swing me....after dat jefferson holed up my leg den douglas go extra den pull my other leg...so how no support...wad else....fall down lor...landed on my head deh...so i angry angry walk off lor den jus now hav tuition chi tuition teacher was funny..... oh ya ytd ms chang talk to me...bout my homework....i got pass up but den mrs cheah say she nv receive....so she go tell ms chang..wad to do?onli can REDO den after sch pass up luh....
dis few days even wen i see her in sch i didnt even say hello or nything....i dun noe y i muz b going out of my mind these days.......i dun even sms her nymore...i dunno y cept ytd wen i sent her a chain sms....was like total ignorance......ok im fine wif dat..........i dun wana see u sad inside.....i will try to stop thinking bout nything.....ms chang told me...she noes bout dis oredi....if i dun buck up i will b kick from band...i dun wana leave band i wana continue......
Labels: i cant take it nymore