Sunday, August 31, 2008
8/31/2008 08:52:00 PMshort post again...lol jus now post nth....ok so jus now had tuition...dats it lor...bb
8/31/2008 12:37:00 PM
k so she not leaving happy....lyk scared half de life out of me....lols haha...k so ytd went for band did marching...was funning...we had to do marching correctly lyk 1 group at a time....den like if one group get correct den de whole band no nid to do pumping...den lyk i in de last group so wth STRESS!!! did 10 de first time n 20 de next so de last chance came...wrong den 30...den march until left de last group......den did it....CORRECT! so its lyk happy LORS....den marched a while more n went to practice...mr tan came...lols back from Canada...den went for lunch at 12.30 n came back at 1.30 for more practice...did sightreading pieces....gratz to de sec ones u guys sight-readed Amazing Grace...lols sec 2 played mr tan said not bad den sec 3 n 4 played mr tan say gd den sec 1 play mr tan bery happy cuz dey can sight-read lols....ok den listened to piccolo march recording...damn nice...btw 4got to mention...sec 1 n 2 concert postponed to 17 oct...bcuz amiralty sec say cuz of n lvl but 17 oct is O lvl....very smart hor...lols...ok enough of it...ok so todae since its just noon of course nth happened lar....somemore 2dae sunday no sch...lols 2mr hav to go bck sch giv mr chua de pledge card haha ok ending here bb
Saturday, August 23, 2008
8/23/2008 09:53:00 PMhaixx 2dae was rotting at home....cuz i was sick so i didnt go for band...morning went to see de doctor. i hav cough and flu. arhg really gonna kill me... ok den came home around 2 plus cuz my mum had to go do things...so i like wth freaking boring.....now in aunt's house posting...haixx...she wans to transfer...WHY?! i really hope she doesnt...its seriously gonna make me wana go _ _ _.. i wana _ _ _ my heart out... to me its like takingmy whole life away...n dat really sucks...arhhhggg...some1 do me a favor n let me SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT at u...im freaking sad luhs...ok gtg if not i will kena a LOUD LOUD scolding...
dun transfer pls...
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Monday, August 18, 2008
8/18/2008 07:31:00 PMshort post ok my mum gona be home soon hahas.....ok 2dae nth much cept dat JEFFERSON broad casted hu i like in class wich was OMTIANs......ok so i bcame like angry?:( so after sch de 2 juniors had their test n den had sectionals....sectionals was fun cuz everyone play....but Saf made me f_____ angry lor....nvm sec 1 i forgive even though i mentioned it like bout more den 10 times lor.....ok nth else le buais
Saturday, August 16, 2008
8/16/2008 07:26:00 PMpost post post post post ok wadeva posting a short one todae.....band was fun had running 2dae...n Amirul had to call me to de front wad sia....nvm after dat set up instrument n warm up had lunch at approx 11.15 den band ended at 2 for some reason....went to buddy and slacked wif kim yong, jefferson, shi hui, junhao, hafiz, marcus,peck joon......den went off to a void deck to play de BASS CLARINET LOLS.....ok so halfway through jeff went home den me, kim yong and shi hui went to eat den went home now post lor k bb
Friday, August 15, 2008
8/15/2008 08:13:00 PMhahas ok so 2dae was not so bad...?lols ok i made a new fren her name is krystal hahaha.....nth else le bb
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
8/12/2008 09:04:00 PM
at dreamworld 
Griffith University 
Wai Keong on his euphonium 
Amirul on my bass trombone 
Sky at Surfer's Paradise memories during this period 4th-12th June
8/12/2008 08:07:00 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
8/10/2008 09:14:00 PMwad sia.........i think i made her angry._. i not in de mood le......arhhhhhhhhhhh! some1 help me..........ok i changed my phone to W760i....my first sliding type fone lor.....nth else le lors sianzz.....hav to search for lit project songs.........aiya i gtg le bb
Labels: im sorry if i made u angry
Thursday, August 7, 2008
8/07/2008 07:32:00 PMok posting a short one 2dae nth much happened cept dat 1 got 1 hr SIP......tmr got performance le
nyway i onli hav 2 hrs of com a week sianz....ok nth else oredi bb.....ILY _ _ _ _......
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Tuesday, August 5, 2008
8/05/2008 07:58:00 PMokok gona post a short one.....wtheck.....i gtg soon nyway.....wadeva lars.........now freaking emoishhh......n i freaking cant do a single thing bout it....arhhhggg....wtheck i really wana call her talk but jus cant.......her fone got confiscated n i hadnt tok to her like in 2-3 weeks le..............but its like everyday i check my fone to see how long its like 2 weeks plus but like 10 yrs like dat lor......cuz of her fone** her parents confiscate her fone den cant tok to her so now freaking emoish n unhappy lars......ok i seriously wan to call her....but no guts.....its like dis few days.....alot of people around me seems to hav changed.....but more likely dat i hav changed....people starting to look as if dey change yet its me...n i hate myself for it....y was i even here in de first place....if i wasnt here nth bad wud happen.....she wudnt be so depressed....i shud hav stayed in YCKSS......she didnt go to yckss but she went to opss....ther i had frens but here im nth more den an idiot wif low iq to SOMEONE in my class.......i wana go kill myself.....dat day i slash myself.....wif a metal ruler not once but many times....freaking depressed lar ok so dun bother and if i scold nyone for nth blame me n tell me i will apologise
Monday, August 4, 2008
8/04/2008 05:24:00 PMokkkkkkkkkk......im gona post fast onli hav 5 mins....so 2dae got freaking pissed off......english period arhhh......yasser take my highlighter go put on jefferson table.....den after dat jefferson took one of my highlighter.....so i go ther to take bck lor but jefferson say not wif him...i trusted him lor den walked bck den suddenly jeff and kim yong laugh den i noe le lor is both of dem take lor so i go ther to take teacher scold me so i say dat dey take my highlighter lor dey got scolded lor....after sch i eating wif dem den ferline and her came.....n he told dem dat i made dem kena scolding from de teacher but dey nv think.....if dey hadnt taken my highlighter...dey wudnt hav gotten de scolding....yet dey blame it all on me.....so dey mean dat dey are not in de wrong n im always in de wrong....pls use ur brains.....u guys arent charlie for goodness sake u guys hav an iq of 100+ so dun act as if ur iq is 68 and dun be so childish can jefferson? ok so during lit period very pain lar......kim yong and derrick down ther punch me den i tank like 100+ punches? but so freaking pain larss......ok nth else le bb......ily _ _ _ _
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
8/03/2008 10:38:00 PMarh wad de hell................wad de heck is wif me dis days........im freaking moody......i scream at people easily.....n i freaking like do not giv a damn.....ok guys if i shouted at u for no freaking reason den hate me.....hate me all u wan....no1 givs a damn nyway...neither do i care....i nid a break seriously...everyone throwing insults....its jus too much....i cant take it nymore.....in class thers ball....in band i hear babibolla...wad de heck....n during tuition my teacher had to insist dat i purposely did not do his work....i wana leave....i wana end my suffering...no one cares....cept my parents...but my mum wud onli be too happy if i wasnt born...if i werent born....everyone in class wud be happy...my parents wud be happy....de band members wud be happy dat ther isnt dis trombonist hu goes around cowing....my section wud be happy dat ther wasnt dis idiotic,annoying person in de section...hu wans to care...no one....im needed by no one....if i leave.....ther wun be arguing in class.....everyone wud be happy....if onli i werent born....im pissed im stressed up.......im jus an invisible guy in everyone's eye.....if i werent born....she wudnt be so stressed up.....even wen im stress or nything....people cant be bothered....my limit has been reached a long time ago.......way b4 i even bcame a musician in OPWO......n now thers dis group of people in band dat is going to make me way worse den now....if dis continues.....i might as well quit band....mayb worse... i shud go transfer sch so no one will get irritated in class.....no one cowing in band.....no teacher teaching me gets extra burdens.......she will be much better.....n no one making me suffer........
Labels: im freaking depressed
Friday, August 1, 2008
8/01/2008 07:14:00 PMFREAKING HELL I DUN CARE WAD HAPPENS IM JUST GONA THROW ALL MY FEELINGS HERE......IM FREAKING STRESS AND PISSED.....i cant take it anymore.....in sch so many things happen....things dat will affect me negatively.......u guys dun giv a shit to my feelings......u dun giv a damn how im feeling now....if u see dis post de next day de whole world will noe.....JUST BECAUSE U THINK U ARE NOT IN DE WRONG.....so wad u r taller....it doesnt mean u r my father nor my mother......im already tolerating....it doesnt mean dat once de matter's settled i dun giv a damn.....like de wise old saying...."the naive forgive and forget,the wise forgive but do not forget".......time and time again i forgive u guys jus because u guys are my frens....but dat freaking does not mean u can jus continue doing wad u guys are doing........i had enough of all ur trippings.....i had enough of all ur name callings......i had enough of u guys talking crap bout me behind my back.........i noe my attitude is bad.....but pls u guys hav known me for how long.....1 and a half yrs.....its a long period of time.....u guys shud b well aware dat i hate dis kind of things.....i told u time and again....yet u guys do not wan to care.......u guys say dat i dun listen to advice dat u guys tell me.....but do u listen to wad i say......u hate people to trip u.......yet u trip me.......u dun like people to call u names......yet u call me names........i reached my limit.......u guys hav limits too but u tink as if i hav no limits........-don-
im freaking stress dis few days ok.....its been a week since i last smsed or talked to her.....yet all this time it seemed like forever.....sometimes i wonder....do u hate me or not.......
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